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| the quitting isn't going all that well. but it's an improvement.
i need to do yoga today to make it all better.
anyway, i needed to post lyrics. not for any special reason.
i just like the song. and i really like special k cereal.
"well the kitchen is cold
but the coffee is warm
and the sun's coming up
the day has just begun
and you're already bored.
you're bored of cheering me up
bored of calming me down
bored of drying my eyes
but there once was a time when you were the one.
you were the blue of the sky
you came after the storm
you were the switch on the wall
in the dark of the hall
I'm still fumbling for
'cause i'm lost in the black
I don't know where I am.
arms stretched out in front
I'm calling your name
just as loud as I can
I know there's words that we will never speak
and the questions can't be answered easily
but I wanted it to be easy so
nod your head if the plans have change
shake it, love, if they stayed the same
smile at me and I will stay
start to cry and I'll go away
just please don't leave me guessing.
so you made me come
then you sent me away
like a messenger bird
so I circled the earth
blown away in the wind
but I always returned
with some new little song
some sad story to tell
of a brief love affair
with a girl I compared to you and she failed
you said you don't want me to beg
then you said get down on your knees
'cause you knew that I would
if I do any good satisfying your needs.
and I know all about those things we cannot speak
and just so you know well they don't bother me
so you don't have to be worried
just nod your head if the plans have changed
shake it, love, if they stayed the same
smile at me and I will stay
start to cry and I'll go away
just please don't keep me waiting
just nod your head if your mind's been changed
shake it, love, if some hope remains
just say the word and of course I'll stay
roll your eyes and I'll go away
just please don't leave me guessing.
just please don't keep me waiting."
-messenger bird's song, bright eyes
about 2 weeks til i go home. i'm really excited :)
but until then. i have a lot of work to do to conclude this shitty first year at smith. (not entirely shitty but it could be much better)
xx
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| dear wife:
you are now 19. happy birthday :)
we have so many happy memories together, just like a happy married couple should. haha.
hao xiang ni oh!
see you in a month or so!!!
^liao xing hua yuan lame-o shit. wtf joyce. hahaha.
^zhuang ke ai... tao yien. hahaha.
but it's actually quite a nice picture so i thought i'd flatter you for you.
when i get back we will celebrate together and also fion's birthday (that old hag... so old, so old. hahaha) I LOVE YOU JOYCE!!!
i hope all your wishes this year come true <3 (not 3>)
xx
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| [ ] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[x] made out in a car
[ ] kissed in the snow
[x] kissed in the rain
[x] had my heart broken
[x] broke someone else's heart
[ ] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] dated someone I thought I loved
[ ] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job
[ ] quit my job for school
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[ ] met a teacher who I became friends with
[x] met a teacher who I really hate
[ ] found the subject I love
[x] skipped class
[x] skipped school
[ ] got in a fight with a classmate
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] discovered a new talent
[x] proved myself an idiot
[ ] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[x] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp
[x] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[x] flirted shamelessly
[x] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign province
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] was part of a rumor
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[x] went on a diet
[ ] tried to gain weight
[x] dyed my hair
[ ] came close to losing my life
[ ] someone close to me died
[x] went to a wild party
[x] drank alcohol
[x] drank alcohol underage
[x] got drunk
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[x] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[x] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[x] smoked
[x] got high
[x] got wasted
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[ ] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool
[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[x] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[x] got wasted in a public place
[ ] got wasted in Mexico
[ ] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[x] gone on vacation with a friend
[ ] driven a car
[ ] played strip poker
[x] danced in the rain
[ ] rode a bike in the snow
[ ] got in a car accident
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by a car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet
[x] had an amazing year
[x] enjoyed this year overall
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| hellos.
i have new hairs.
come. you look.
(tis turquoise, ok i guess it's bordering a green... but i wanted an ocean color :( close enough..)
thank yous :)
pearl, i love you.
don't be sad <3
at least you still have all your fabulous friends!!!
xx
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| the weather here sucks. and the stupid airport people left my luggages in dallas so i'm getting them today at 5 or 6 or something. i hate those days where nothing seems right. i could really use a cigarette right now.
it's strange being alone. kind of nice, but strange to know that while other people are enjoy each other's company, you only have yourself. i don't really mind it anymore. it just feels weird once i come to think about it. afterall... we all die alone don't we?
but onto happier things... well, there are none. i want to sleep but i have to meet for fucking financial accounting at 4. ayyy. i will put up some photos later of my happy trip to san fran when i get my freaking bags back. >:(
how is everyone?
it'll be summer break soon :) oh how i long for the summmeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! but first i have to lose some (or quite a substantial amount) weight... psshh.
xx
edit:
sooo... my card reader isn't working so i thought i'd post some pictures of my makeup :D well eye makeup.
the top one is neon yellow and black and the bottom is red and black :D with other colors... but you can't see it well because... well, web cam pictures, you know. they both looked brighter in real life. i swear! heh.
SO YEA. BYE! | | |
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